Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Head vs. Heart

I'm desperatly trying to talk myself out of doing something I know I shouldn't do. I want to but if I do it will end badly, of that I'm sure. But sometimes it's hard to do what you know is right when your heart wants to do the other thing. It's like my heart wants to get hurt again. My head tells me the logical choice, what I believe is the right choice, yet still my heart tugs at me. Why can't they both agree? Why must everything be such an internal conflict? Life wasn't supposed to be like this. Something somewhere went horribly wrong. So which do I do, what I want or what is right?

2 Voices In The Darkness:

Blogger Purplepyramid Screams...

One day a mystic genius from afar will come along and teach us all how to have our heads and hearts agree with each other permanently. Until then we must live life as it is and wade through the muck it gives us. You know I always say if you have to keep asking yourself about it maybe it's not for you. I have, however been known to be incorrect. Sorry, I wish I could be clearer, but it's a struggle I face daily. Still I've been granted no answers. Got room on that boat going up that creek without a paddle?

8:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous Screams...

Babushka,
If it is truly the right thing to do your heart and mind will come in agreement. It may not happen right away but it will, if it doesn't then it is not right.
Do what you believe is right.

3:50 AM  

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