Life

So I'm living in the Hospital with Babushka. It's been 2 weeks. We went to the Dcotor and he found that her cervix had shrunk to the point that the stitch they put in was the only thing keeping the Baby from being born too early like our daughter, Marshmellow, was. So now Babushka is on bedrest at the hospital. Our current Baby, Roo, is so far doing ok. Each day that the stitch holds increses the chances of Roo making it. We're at 24 weeks right now, and if he's born now we'll loose him. If we make 25 weeks then he has a 50% chance of survival. If we cna make 28 weeks (Which is what the Doctors are hoping for) then the chances go up to 85%. We missed Mr. Bri's wedding. But he and my Bro both came to visit us in the hospital, which was nice to see them. Hospital living is long days and boring. Babushka is sick of being in bed, but she'll keep there for Roo's sake. I've been sleeping on a couch that is about 2 feet too small for me, and I average about 2 hours sleep at a time. I've been dealing with the Doctors and Nurses so that Babushka can just rest. I just keep praying that the stitch will hold. Not sure how I'll handle loosing another Baby. I think that win or loose here I might be looking into surgery to prevent another pregnancy. I just don't think i have it in me to go through this again. babushka will be against it, but I'm pretty determined this will be the last. Other stuff going on... well yes there is but I've been putting it all on the back burner for the time being. Figure I'll deal with it all when things are better. For now Babushka and Roo are my priorities, everything else can just wait.