Friday, November 12, 2004

Giving up

I'm giving up on people. Not everyone, just those people in my life who have done thier best to show me that they don't care about my friendship. There are several people who I have been friends with for years who now a days don't seem to want to know me anymore. Despite attempts to keep in touch and see them they don't respond. I'm sick of being the one to always have to reach out to people. Some of these people were good friends of mine, some even more than friends. But now it's like I have to try and contact them again and again for months, then maybe I get a quick call or something. So I'm saving my money and not even going to waste a stamp on them. I hate losing people, but friendship, like any relationship, is a 2 way street. I'm sick of walking it alone. If they want me they know my number. I'd be glad to see them again, but they'll have to be the one's to call. If not, then I wish them the best. I'll miss myfirends,but I've been missing them for a while now and they don't appear to miss me. So much for being told they'd always care eh?

9 Voices In The Darkness:

Blogger Irie Screams...

Gawd do I know how you feel..like Ive told ya..Ive one friend..( well maybe 2 now =) ) Joy..
People move on with thier lives...and ..outta sight outta mind.
Burns me to my core...becuase Im a very giving , loving person..and all those that have left me behind..took a part of me..and now I cant find them to give it back.
*hug* I dont dissapear..ask Joy..IM always here at this thing...or out sailing..which Im off to do.!
Ive started a diff kind of post onmy blog.if ya wanna ..check it out...Ill need a more comment to go one...LOL
Have a better day then the last!

10:25 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous Screams...

How about that island?

2:56 PM  
Blogger Irie Screams...

Hermit Island? or am I way off base :)

6:18 PM  
Blogger Purplepyramid Screams...

In a fair world the one that you offer everything to would see that you were sincere and do more than just blithely let you know that you weren't what he deems ideal! In a fair world people wouldn't over-analyze the love they were being offered! In a fair world one's heart doesn't get trampled by the one they trust with it the most! But you never said you were fair, did you? Next time just emblazon my name across the screen why don't you?

10:31 PM  
Blogger Irie Screams...

sings a tune...** come sail away...come sail away..come and sail away with me** la te da te daha

12:06 AM  
Blogger Joy Screams...

Wow. How coincidental that I too felt the need to swear off those this weekend who had already sworn me off without telling me.

I think a cleansing is helpful, and sometimes it helps us to focus on the things that are more important, the little things such as a friend who isnt there for you every waking moment, but when they are there for you its as if they never left your side.

2:11 AM  
Blogger Azathoth Screams...

Ok, quick reply to Purplepyramid, read the next blog I write. You've gotten yourself so damn defensive that you're assuming things wrong again. It's not the first time, you'd think after all these years you'd have learned differantly by now.

To Anonamous, yep little Sis that island sounds really good. The sand, the sun, the sea.

11:39 AM  
Blogger Dream Screams...

ummm Women are psycho... One would think you would have had that all figured out by now mate... Sure that doesn't mean I'm about to go queen on your ass but of course I'm married... So I've pretty much just accepted the straight jacket lifestyle...

6:33 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous Screams...

Babushka,
Yep I know what you mean. Why is it so hard for pleople to understand it is a two way street? I have had many streets crumb on me and not by choice, but I guess sometimes thats life.
If it makes you feel any better I miss you.
I like that island thing, can I come? It would be so nice.

9:35 PM  

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