Countdown

Well, today starts my countdown to crap. I would have had to have started a job today in order to have had a chance to make enough to cover the bills that will be coming in April. Which means that unless a miracle happens then April 8th will mark the first time I've ever been late on my payments. Which wouldn't be so bad if there wasn't so many to be late on at the same time. I don't even have insurance through my job anymore so driving my car into a tree is even out (just mostly kidding). I'm totally out of ideas and getting to that point where I'm going t just say screwit and stop caring out of frustration (at least I wish I could do that, I've never been that good at giving up.). So if any of you are the praying type any help would be apreciated. Thanks.
Peace.