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These Echoes In The Silence Brought To You By Azathoth100 at 5:29 PM
fuck.. you arn't having any luck at all, are you? :(
I'm sure that things will get better...
In all honesty I don't know really what to say, because that's never really happened to me before...
I couldn't say "I know how you feel" because I really don't...
So I'm not sure what to say... Other then that I hope things get better for you.
Oh Az, I don't know what to say! You cant give up she needs you bud!
I'm here if you need to talk!
I agree with Ranger, you need to be there for her. Even if she doesn't want you too. I have to, it's the law. :)
I'm here also hun if you want to talk.
I know it's no help to you but I've had the same kinda year. :( So at least I can sympathize.
Azathoth, don't you DARE FUCKING GIVE UP.
I'll say it again. DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING GIVE UP OR I'LL KICK YOU. RIGHT IN THE MAILBOX.
I've been on the internet for over twenty years. I've lived on many forums, many lists, many spaces.
I have never, ever, ever used the F word til now. Promise.
DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING GIVE UP.
Okay, I'm going to use it again. Why is Blogger being such a fucktard?
Dammit to hell Aza....
Im so sorry
I will send prayers and positive thoughts, for your mom, but mostly for you.
DAMMIT
Mom
aza-please don't give up! c'mon! this year will be over soon, and we'll still be here! my year is the worst ever in my life too, but...i'll be damned if a bad year is gonna win!
Hangs her head in respect to your Mother's situation...
Goin' down to the river to pray...
Hugs.
D.
Damn the blind idiot god, man! I don't know what to say; it's just awful!... I've been through some traumatic stuff, but nothing like illness to a loved one (thankfully).
Well, there are MANY cancer survivors, Aza! Hope your mom becomes one of them. Your mom will be in my prayers (my own brand of praying, anyway -- I'm not into organized religion stuff).
No matter what, all pain fades away in time. No matter how impossibly hard it may seem at the moment, all pain is TEMPORARY (intensity-wise) and TEMPERING (makes your family stronger).
Your mom will be in my prayers, Aza. My Catholic mom goes to church, so I'll ask her to pray to her God for your mom too.
All Love,
marie